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These are songs I wrote. Enjoy and don't use any of these without my permission.
 Slow Day
I will hold you close
and never let go,
you will never be alone.
Always number one,
until that day comes
for that dare,
through tide after tide
day after day.
Until time comes to a stay.
They never knew
what they had.
They would leave,
leave you sad.
Others may come and go,
but I will never
let you go.
Hold you close,
hold you tight.
Every night.
Love you like no other,
always together
through sadness,
anger, pain, selfishness,
confusion, sickness,
I will be there to hold you
tight
through the anguish, through the night, to the finish.
All I can see,
is your eyes
inside
you make me feel,
no longer alone.
Every time I get that feeling
that I'm dealing
with heart break,
cause I can't wait
to see you,
the next day.
I plan to do everything I can
to make you happy.
You stand before me
with a beauty
that is stunning
in any way, shape or form.
Something I want to see everyday.
something I wish to always see,
something that I wish only to be.
Hold you close,
hold you tight.
Every night.
Love you like no other,
always together
through sadness,
anger, pain, selfishness,
confusion, sickness,
I will be there to hold you
tight
through the anguish, through the night, to the finish.
 Free thinking
The good, the bad, and the open minded.
I walked the earth
Just like before
Before my birth.
Into this world.
This disgrace
Relieve me of this taste
In my mouth.
The answers to my prayers.
And the question to my answers.
There I will be
Ever free to roam and see
What goes forth from the others.
All the wives and mothers,
The sons and fathers.
The good, the bad, and the open minded.
The pain, suffering, frustration,
Confusion, and the strain
Of finding out the truth
That my kind is a virus,
Some one should remove us.
Remove us from this hell.
This hell we call Earth.
This virus we call humanity.
Never knowing what I want.
Always knowing what I need.
Never seeing the whole truth.
It's always been greed,
Lust, pride, gluttony,
Wrath, envy, just release me.
There I will be
Ever free to roam and see
What goes forth from the others.
All the wives and mothers,
The sons and fathers.
The good, the bad, and the open minded.
 Always
I'll never hurt you,
never be mean to you.
I'll always care for you,
always, again and again,
that's for sure.
I'll always be pure
you are the girl for me,
that's the truth.
All those other guys,
never knew
what they had,
but I am one
who is glad
to have one,
who is so beautiful
and smart,
like a masterpiece of art,
that cant be compared to the sky or air,
with the beauty and happiness,
I will always care.
I'll never hurt you,
never be mean to you.
I'll always care for you,
always, again and again,
that's for sure.
I'll always be pure
you are the girl for me,
that's the truth,
And from far to me,
It will always be true.
 Shine
I see that glint in your eyes
that beautiful shine,
I know I have the best,
and I know your mine.
When I hold you close,
I know it will be forever
from the day we meet to the day we propose.
The glow is mine,
It's beautiful
And fine
Like you but,
With more of a shine.
You are the girl of today,
tomorrow,
and so on.
Forever, I pray,
that you will never be hurt
in any way,
by the likes of family, friends,
or me.
Always happy
always the way it should be.
Just you and me.
The glow is mine,
It's beautiful
And fine
Like you but,
With more of a shine.
 Change is pain
Change is pain
The pain that comes
Without cause
Big enough to swallow you whole.
It shows you all your flaws.
It increases hate ten fold.
It's an inner pain
That comes to digest
It can never be slain
Or put to rest
It is like a heavy chain
That holds you down.
Change comes and goes
But comes again.
It's always there, It is there to drain
The life you share.
Try to define it
It just comes out black and white.
It comes from nowhere
Changing routine
It dares you to change
Your self compiled dream.
You try to cage it
And you try to bleed.
With self doubt
And rapid self-pity.
Left you without
A way to release.
The pain built up
And cease any kind of happiness.
Change comes and goes
But comes again.
It's always there
It is there to drain
The life you share.
Try to define it
It just comes out black and white.
 Poker
The kings are lonely.
The queens are homely.
Jacks are suicidal
While the court deals
Another guilty verdict.
I feel my life torn apart
When I find my hand
Imperfect.
Things aren't the same
They used to be
The fame that drove me
Off the edge
Has grabbed you by the feet.
I'm on my drinking binge
It feels like I'm a float
Here I am out cold
In the alley
Never did what I was told.
Add another tally
To me fucked up life
I decided to fold
After I was dealt a bad hand
In the poker game of life.
The kings are lonely.
The queens are homely.
Jacks are suicidal
While the court deals
Another guilty verdict.
I feel my life torn apart
When I find my hand
Imperfect.
My mind is in one place
While my body in another
My soul in a dark space
Where it forever gets darker.
This insecure thought
Drives me to the brink of insanity
I had fought this fight
For at least two or three.
This continuous humming
The stupid throbbing
Forever feeding the darkening
Inside my mind
As I fought the war from the inside.
The kings are lonely.
The queens are homely.
Jacks are suicidal
While the court deals
Another guilty verdict.
I feel my life torn apart
When I find my hand
Imperfect.
 Endless Waltz
Released from this eternal dance
This romance
Of blood and gore
War
Peace
Revolution.
All just an Endless Waltz
Of never ending violent pollution.
The human race
Is an object of hate
Something with no face
Always causing death
Always at war
Few with faith
Some are already born
With knife in hand
While others make
Ammo by demand
Released from this eternal dance
This romance
Of blood and gore
War
Peace
Revolution.
All just an Endless Waltz
Of never ending violent pollution.
We are the ones
That will bring untold
Peace to the hate filled ones.
You may not believe.
But we are the select few
Who must retrieve
What little peace
From those that wish to leave.
Blood covered hands
The dead in my dreams
The blood soaked in the sands
The hate composed creation.
Released from this eternal dance
This romance
Of blood and gore
War
Peace
Revolution.
All just an Endless Waltz
Of never ending violent pollution.
Show our true colors
That we have no relation
With the concepts of peace.
All I can hear at night are the screams.
Those murdered
Before my eyes
All those tortured
With the memories
Reminds me of the countless casualties.
Released from this eternal dance
This romance
Of blood and gore
War
Peace
Revolution.
All just an Endless Waltz
Of never ending violent pollution.
 Horoscope
The blind truth
The fiction of love
It shows so much proof.
The love we share isn't just emotional
But also our love is spiritual.
To the sand of the beaches
The great city
The California beaches
LA the city of angels
The city of my angel.
The shine of the ocean
The smell of the air
My love will never be done
My love for you.
The blind truth
The fiction of love
It shows so much proof.
The love we share isn't just emotional
But also our love is spiritual.
Burning from within
This fire inside
This love burnin'
All resides within my heart.
I feel the deepest love
This forest of emotions
This dense grove of feelings
Filled with fortunes.
The blind truth
The fiction of love
It shows so much proof.
The love we share isn't just emotional
But also our love is spiritual.
I love you.
You and no other.
My head is always thinking of you
All the other girls are under you.
The blind truth
The fiction of love
It shows so much proof.
The love we share isn't just emotional
But also our love is spiritual.
 Techie Song
Do you ever get the sensation
To hit a nail on the head,
Just one full motion.
It's such a great emotion.
Almost like a love potion
Or your hand and some skin lotion
It makes you feel so...uhhh...
Ever had to lick a gel
Or have to spell freznel?
Have you ever had to connect strips
While keeping Jeff from the grips
And Joe from his strip,
Routine?
Have you ever had a wooden beam
Fall on your head.
Ever had the feeling to hide
From the audience,
Ever had your shirt turn red
From the wood stain
Ever taken a ride
On the wagons
Or damn well near died
Or almost gotten fried
Ever gotten tied
To a batton
Or spoken cues in pig latin
Have you ever met a techie rappin'
Or heard the stage snappin'
Beneath the weight
Of the crate
That Jeff built with just duct tape?
Then you just might be a techie.
Tech rules,
Always cool.
Filled with fools,
With power tools.
That's why techies rule.
No doubt about it tech is awesome.
I love teching,
No doubt about it.
It's better than wrecking
Your parent's car
And then decking the insurance guy
For not paying
What you need for
The repairs and more
Do you ever get mad at the dings,
In the loading dock door.
Or ever found out that you're actually poor
Or called Jeff a whore
And then get laid out on the floor?
Or have you ever said
Chevrolet Catalytic Converter
Or ever been blamed for murder.
Or saying the M word.
Have you ever made a super bong,
Out of pvc pipes
While wearing a thong.
Or written a song about it?
Have you ever spit off the catwalk
Or listen to the talk
Of the AD while
She was all alone on the tele?
Have you ever been to home depot
More than once
In a week, or thought about scoops
In your sleep.
Took a theatre seat home,
Where it sits,
Reminding you of memories of diet dr. pepper
And those fits.
Or tried to slash your wrists
Or get your kicks
Out of Vince
All I have to say is good riddance
Getting hits
From all the cast and crew
It's nothing new
But it's all for the best.
In the end you know
It's all better than the rest.
Tech rules,
Always cool.
Filled with fools,
With power tools.
That's why techies rule.
The guys in black in the back.
Acting blows,
Techies know,
Some of had to go,
Through
This nightmare
Of having to dare
The dress and the wig of hair.
Always have to adjust the bra.
Instead of getting to bawl
About how the cast doesn't call
"Thank you" when the curtain falls?
Or have you ever told fibs about
How you got the bibs
From Jim's?
Never having dibs
On the best seats,
At Jim's.
Or eating baby back ribs
Without napkins.
Have you ever met a guy named Wayne
Some say insane
Others say just a little too much fame,
From being a Jim's server in the late night game.
Either way its all the same
To a techie
And no other.
Ever thrown a grape off the walk?
Or gotten a stupid point
For your stupid talk
Or the way you walk.
Or the way you talk that stupid talk
While you do that stupid walk?
Have you ever heard god say
"oh my bad."
Or made the director mad?
Or ever thought Joe was just a tad bit mad
I'll always be a techie,
Forever.
Tech rules,
Always cool.
Filled with fools,
With power tools.
That's why techies rule.
Do what we say.
 You Are
You are,
You can't deny
You know why,
And I think you should try,
To show yourself
Who you really are,
A beautiful girl
Who I don't want to share,
With no one
But I still care.
Perfect,
is what you are
whether you think you are
or not,
the picture of beauty
is what you are to me.
A bird I wish to set free,
one whose beauty
is beyond belief.
When I hear you laugh
it is a relief
of all bad emotions,
that come to me
from not being near you,
able to see you,
hear you,
touch you,
tell you,
how much you mean to me.
This is a story that is well known to the ones around me
close to me,
that show me
how much beauty
is you,
to me.
You are,
You can't deny
You know why,
And I think you should try,
To show yourself
Who you really are,
A beautiful girl
Who I don't want to share,
With no one
But I still care.
is you,
to me.
 She Walks In My Dreams
That girl in my dreams
The one that walks the streets,
She must be a sign
Of things to come,
She is the one to find
She is the one.
I catch her eyes every time
She knows I'm there
And yet she seems blind.
She looks at me puzzled
Asking me why I don't face her,
I wish I could,
If I could stop staring at her.
She is in every dream,
Walking past without a care
She will look up and see me
And all I can do is stare.
She is her own riddle
My heart stops with her stare,
And my eyes bleed a little.
That girl in my dreams
The one that walks the streets,
She must be a sign
Of things to come,
She is the one to find
She is the one.
I build up the strength,
I walk off the curb and toward her
That's when it starts to rain,
She covers her face and hair.
Looks at me last second
And then disappeared.
I find her inside a record store
She gives me a shy look
As I step through the door.
She holds up a cd and says
“This is what I was looking for.”
I'm still dripping on the floor,
When she walks toward me.
She steps pass and continues
By the time I turn around
She had disappeared from view
I see a glint on the ground
And pick it up.
A necklace that says,
“Never give up.”
That girl in my dreams
The one that walks the streets,
She must be a sign
Of things to come,
She is the one to find
She is the one.
I will find that girl
The one that haunts me
That one beautiful girl
The one that I believe,
Will open my world
Is the one for me.
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